Nicole's Other Notes

My precious baby sibling is 9 weeks old!!! :D And today mom got 3D sonogram pictures, so I thought I would share the joy. :)

This picture is a photo of a six week or eight week gestational age intact embryo. This little embryo was  a ruptured ectopic pregnancy and unfortunately was not able to be saved. The photo was posted on Wikipedia by one of the doctors associated with the case.

This photo should be a witness to all that even human embryos are persons at the first stage of their lives. The abortion industry constantly claims that unborn children are not persons, and can therefore be aborted or used for research.  As this photo clearly demonstrates, life is a continuum from the moment of conception.

With the Minister for Health, Mary Harney, standing by her promise to bring forth legislation on embryonic stem cell research sometime this year, we urge you to join Youth Defence's campaign to protect life at all its stages. We're busy collecting signatures for the petition against embryonic stem cell research, so please assist in that any way you can. Youth Defence will also launch a new pro-life billboard campaign in the coming weeks.

As Dr. Suess once said, “A person’s a person, no matter how small.”  This tiny baby was clearly very small but very much a member of the human family.

Today at 4pm, mom went in for a sonogram. She is 7 weeks along, and all of a sudden last week, she lost all her sickness symptoms. We were all very afraid she had lost the baby, and mom herself was 99.9% sure this wasn't going to have a happy ending. I stayed home with my siblings, while mom and dad went to the doctor, and right about the time mom was supposed to be getting the sonogram, it started POURING down rain. Hard.

I went outside and just sat on our dock, watching the rain, and decided to draw. The only thing I could think of was the song by Casting Crowns- Praise You In This Storm. "As the thunder rolls, I barely hear you whisper through the rain, I am with you...And I'll praise You in this storm, and I will lift my hands. You are who you are, no matter where I am; and every tear I cry, you hold in your hands. You've never lef tmy side, and though my heart is torn, I will praise You in this storm."

Little did I know I was doodling with washable crayons, and as I drew, the words and pictures kept washing away..

Then, as I sat there, in the pouring rain, I noticed the sun breaking through the clouds, and shining bright, as the rain continued in a heavy down pour.

And then, it just stopped. And all was calm, and perfectly quiet.

And as I sat with the sunshine drying the tears from my cheeks, my sister called me...

"I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD." Psalm 27:13-14

The tragedy of abortion remains one of this nation’s greatest reasons for shame, and the fact that over a million abortions are performed each year is nothing less than horrifying. In light of this tragedy, it is at least encouraging to know that abortion, though an industry of death, is not a growth industry. At least for now.

All that may change if a new movement meets with success. As reported by Emily Bazelon, a new movement seeks to move abortions from abortion clinics to your local hospital, medical school, and physician’s office. In other words, those behind this new movement intend to mainstream abortion as medical practice, and to hide it behind a facade of medical respectability.

The story of how and why this is happening is important, and Bazelon’s cover article demands attention. If this movement is successful, abortion will become institutionalized within American medical practice.

The background for this new movement is itself interesting. When the U.S. Supreme Court handed down the infamous Roe v. Wade decision legalizing abortion in 1973, 100 obstetricians and gynecology professors released an open letter, suggesting that abortion clinics would be unnecessary if half of the nation’s obstetricians would make abortion part of their medical practice. They also called upon hospitals to do “their proportionate share.”

But, as Bazelon reports, this was not to be. As a matter of fact, hospitals largely worked their way out of the abortion business. Hospitals accounted for 80 percent of abortion facilities in 1973, when abortion was legalized. By 1988, 90 percent of abortions took place in an abortion clinic. In Bazelon’s words, “The American Medical Association did not maintain standards of care for the procedure. Hospitals didn’t shelter them in their wings. Being a pro-choice doctor came to mean referring your patients to a clinic rather than doing abortions in your own office.”

This was not what the architects of the abortion rights movement had in mind. “This was never the feminist plan,” Bazelon explains. She goes on to argue that the founders of the abortion clinics also did not intend those facilities to become the mainstays of the abortion industry, but this is rather hard to square with the financial incomes those clinics defend.

Nevertheless, the fact is that abortions were largely isolated to abortion clinics, and most doctors kept themselves far from involvement in abortion. In the words of a much-cited 1992 medical journal article, “Under pressure and stigma, more doctors shun abortion.”

The turning point in Bazelon’s article comes when she explains that this new movement is doing everything it can to reverse these trends — and to put abortion in the mainstream of American medical practice. Bazelon calls this “a deliberate and concerted counteroffensive.”

Further:

This abortion-rights campaign, led by physicians themselves, is trying to recast doctors, changing them from a weak link of abortion to a strong one. Its leaders have built residency programs and fellowships at university hospitals, with the hope that, eventually, more and more doctors will use their training to bring abortion into their practices. The bold idea at the heart of this effort is to integrate abortion so that it’s a seamless part of health care for women — embraced rather than shunned.

The center of the movement is the University of California at San Francisco. There, Professor Jody Steinauer told the magazine, “The ’90s were about getting abortion back into residency training and medical schools . .  . Now it’s about getting abortion into our practices.”

Steinauer was a leader in founding Medical Students for Choice, a group that pushes for more visibility and for residency programs in abortion procedures and reproductive health. Largely due to the MSFC and the Accreditation Council for Graduate Medical Education, fully half of the 200 OB-GYN programs in the country “integrate abortion into their residents’ regular rotations.”

The University of California at San Francisco medical school has also established a two-year “Family Planning Fellowship,” designed to attract promising young physicians. The program has now spread to 21 medical schools.

What this fellowship program and the larger movement aim to accomplish is nothing less than the normalization of abortion within the practice of medicine. As Bazelton observes, “The providers that make up the new vanguard don’t define themselves as ‘abortion doctors.’ They often try to make the procedure part of their broader medical practice — by spending much of their week seeing patients for general gynecology or primary-care visits, and by being on call on the labor and delivery floor. If the young doctors succeed at making abortion mainstream and respected within medicine, abortion could move from clinics to doctor’s offices and hospitals.”

Another part of this movement is driven by the Kenneth J. Ryan Residency Training Program, started by former National Abortion Federation director Uta Landy and her husband, a professor of obstetrics and gynecology at the University of California at San Francisco. That program finances abortion training for medical students and doctors on 58 campuses. That program, Bazelon reports, is funded by one foundation and one anonymous donor. The foundation is the Susan Thompson Buffett Foundation, named for the late wife of investor Warren Buffett. According to Bazelon’s report, Warren Buffett contributed $3 billion to the foundation, and most of the foundation’s spending goes to “abortion and contraception advocacy and research.” Bazelon cites a report in the The Wall Street Journal that credited Buffett with funding the research to produce the abortion pill. Even with this massive funding in place, Warren Buffett has largely escaped public attention on the abortion issue.

And that is the aim — to normalize abortion without public notice, avoiding the protests outside abortion clinics. “We want to fight the battle, but not all of us are martyrs,” said one physician.

They have a long way to go. The report states that only 2 percent of abortions are now done in a physician’s office and only 5 percent are performed in a hospital. The medical profession is still reluctant, at the very least, to embrace abortion as normal practice.

As Bazelton explains:

This highlights the challenge of making abortion truly mainstream — of moving beyond residency training and outside the haven of medical-school faculties, so that more doctors offer abortions when they join a regular OB-GYN or primary-care practice. As yet, all the success in training new doctors hasn’t translated into an increase in access. Abortion remains the most common surgical procedure for American women; one-third of them will have one by the age of 45. The number performed annually in the U.S. has largely held steady: 1.3 million in 1977 and 1.2 million three decades later. In metropolitan areas, women who want to go to their own doctor for an abortion can ask whether a practice offers abortion when they choose an OB-GYN or family physician. But in 87 percent of the counties in the U.S., where a third of women live, there is no known abortion provider.

Emily Bazelon’s report offers a fascinating and important look at abortion in American today — past, present, and future. She points sympathetically to this new movement and its aims, but she seems to sense that the medical profession is still resistant to abortion, and may remain so.

She writes with great skill and insight, but she lets her own disposition slip when she refers to the aborted contents of a womb as “pregnancy tissue.”

This new movement, fueled by fervent abortion advocates and financed, in part, by Warren Buffett’s billions, may make real headway. We must pray that it does not. The normalization of abortion within the practice of medicine would be a tragedy beyond words — the embrace of death within a profession dedicated to life.

The front cover of the magazine asks the question: “Is this the new front in the abortion wars?” If the magazine’s editors did not believe that indeed this is the next front in this long war, they would never have asked the question. Now, thanks to Emily Bazelon and this report, we all know the answer to that question.

When I came home, it was dead, so I filmed the rest straight from my Macbook's Webcam. The random questions I answered were for the Life In A Day documentary that youtube is making. Also, yes, I did speed up parts of the video, due to time, and not wanting to bore you to death. :p lol

Photo by Kate Roberts. Edited by me. :)

Also, please be in prayer for the prolife group I am starting. The first unofficial meeting is tomorrow. :)

Year after year my favorite season rolls around, and my favorite thing to do invloves water. Sailing, swimming, wake boarding,...if it's in the water, I probably love it.

However, I have a huge problem-modest swimwear. So, if you feel like you are drowning for decency, with out looking like a thug in big baggy tshirts and boys shirts, while at the beach or pool, this post is for you! :)

While googling modest swimwear, I came across http://www.hydrochic.com

I ordered the Tanoka Swim Tank Top, because I love to tan, so sleeveless was a must. (Before I just cut the sleeves off of a tshirt, and wore it over my bathing suit, but it wasn't very feminine.)

http://www.hydrochic.com/swimtank.html

I also ordered the Athletic Water Skirt with attached pants.

http://www.hydrochic.com/short-skirt-attached-pants-for-coverage.html

Much better than the board shorts I used to wear. I feel girly, but they are perfect for my very active life of ultimate frisbee, beach volleyball, or just diving in the pool. (Also, they don't chap like board shorts do.)

Having this new swimsuit has made swimming and trips to the water park fun again! I went from feeling like a wet thug in baggy clothes to a girly swimmer.

They have lots of other options, so I totally suggest checking their site out! Modest swimwear is something a lot of homeschool girls struggle with finding, and I searched many many sites. This was the first one I found that I actually LOVED. Worth every cent and more. :)